Sunday, August 30, 2009

Fallen

Fallen hopes and sculpted angels, vacillating between the incarnate and fey ones… Thru thy smoldered reprise, fragmented thoughts lie beneath each moment in time. Each pieces smaller and somber, expanding into a vast nebulous of brevity.

As the world oscillates akin to my thoughts of you, is your world turning towards me? Or has I cease to exist… Your signals no longer spark of interest, your voice has long ebbed away in this noised recollection. As time flows away, so do you… You seemed like a reverie, a beautiful dream, and as such dreams, maybe it’s time for me to wake up…

Whatever has happened I do not know, but whatever has yet to happen, it’s coming clear. It’s just that your indifference is killing me ever so softly….

Sunday, August 23, 2009

People

As I see stories unfold, revelations past beyond my point of vicarious definition. Broken ties and severed relationships, only to form new ones and blossom like the change of a new season.

People come and go along this journey of life. Some stayed on, some moved on, and the closest we will ever have is our family. Yet in this yearn for happiness, mine has betide… Even if it did, it never lasted long enough.

In this world where everyone loves a happy ending, there’s not one… For life never ends, until you stop breathing…

And I held my breath…

Thursday, August 20, 2009

I hope you wait...

We all live in disparate moments, separated by the now and then, the this and that. In this gap of vacuous serenity lie just the memories of us. We are all connected someway, somehow and in this ever changing world, how much will you change?

As I fought against time, I hope you wait. For waiting is all I need you to do. I could comprehend the forlornness, and if you ever doubt my heart, just remember that it’s always been with you ever since the day I left…

I can’t wait for time to pass me by, to finally see you again. For I’ve decided to wait for you no matter how long it takes...

If you left today, I would walk an eternal spiral until I found you again. And if you changed your name, I would fall in love anew with whoever you became.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

All I Need Is Your Voice

In this distance we separate again. In this place where nothing about you ever lingers, photographs are what kept my heart alive. Even as your smell evanescence along with the wind, even as your voice fades into the noise of the crowded streets. Each night before I sleep, I see you, I saw us… And that’s what keeps me going…

Today I finally hear you again. Even if it’s in the slightest moments, your voice just brought me closer back to you. I want to feel that everyday, but I know that time is not a luxury to you… At least not for now… I just need to hear you, to aver your existence, to reaffirm that you are not a dream, and that we are real.

To love is to give unconditionally, without any reciprocation, without any gratitude. And I will keep on giving as long as I’m still breathing.

And as long as you don’t break this heart of mine…