Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Never Ending

Why is it like this? A constant of pouring… Where a stream of consciousness becomes a river. Which a river of thoughts impinges a tear. When I’m drowned by the notion of just your name…

I thought it would end, and that my heart would empty. That time will make me stronger with each blow dealt in between. That all the pain would bled off completely. That I would finally feel peace from all these precarious relationships.

Instead of this never ending…

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Sad

So much has happened over this chapter in life. The pages short, but the contents divine. Like a book you could never stop but to keep on reading to the end. Now that all is said and done, I could finally put my heart to rest. For I don’t know if I were to ever love again.

As time evanesce like the evaporating tears I cried, I know it’s time to let go… These feeble emotions that weakens and distract me, these broken thoughts and things within me… They shouldn’t be here. Because some things are never meant to be…

Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times people call this man cold when he is only sad.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

The Longest Night

I never thought a broken heart could still feel so much pain… As time abates the life out of me, a second at a moment, I begin to fall apart. Everything now made sense…

A part of me died, while another part of me understood her choice. Maybe that’s why it doesn’t hurt as bad… But still, a broken heart should just remain brokened… Like a broken mirror, the more you try to piece them together, the more cuts you get…

Sleepless nights and endless sorrow, a soul inveigle into believing that love still exists was killed by its own reverie. For it should have never loved again… Because without surmising the thought of a happy ending, it will never be contused again.